Jan 30, 2009

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OMG.!! can't stand the heat of the sun anymore! whoa!

it'd burn my burnt skin...
Well, anyways... gotta go somewhere else to unwind and relax..
Everything's fine and good as of the moment.



Jan 29, 2009

getting Over...---on the process of

Damn! It wasn't a joke...wish it was!


24 hours ago, I'm with my friend at her sis' cafe...
Happy and excited coz we can finally start our business.
Thanks to her sis () we were able to lend bucks from her without interest!
quite big actually.. LucKy!
everything was set and ready... twa's a dream come true! Finally.

We we're sitting on the bed near the counter.. busy talking.
Suddenly, a man with a gun on his hand has grabbed my bag, wallet so on...
I thought he was just pretending to be a robber coz he wasn't wearing anything to cover his face
then someone has shouted "UNSAY DILI PWEDE, HOLDUP NI!" twas his ally pointing his gun to my friend's sis. To my surprise, I've done nothing.. not a single word spoken. I , my friend and everyone was trembling and scared to the bones.. so, I dunno where in the world she has gotten the courage to run and call for help! but it was already late...


Money, important things and papers were taken away..
We were really hurt and depressed but what can we do?
No matter how hard we cry...we can never bring back the time. If only we knew...



dili na nako maremeber ang uban nahitabo...ang klaro lang jud ke naholdupmi.
and ambot wala ko kasabot.. natrauma ko..ikaw daw tutukan ug pusil..
nyways, Despite sa nahitabo, I'm still thankful na wala mi giunsa.. buhi pa jud mi. according to my parents and friends,, makita pa daw ang kwarta ug mga butang pero ang kinabuhi dili na.. pero maskin unsaon pa nmila kog convnce,, d jud nila mawala sa ako ang manghinayang ug maguol. basta..

Jan 15, 2009

CRAZY as it is

This LOVE thing??? grrrr... crazy.. really.. tested and proven.. dunno whatas gottn into me!!! can't stop fallng inlv w him!


Nov 10, 2008

How many times have I asked myself why I love you ths much!? can't even remember when and where I started liking you. I just can't understand myself... but one thing is for sure

I LOVE YOU...MORE THAN YOU EVER KNOW

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Abi nako ikaw na
Ang Lalaki nga tinud-anay kong ginahigugma
Kay sa akong pagkahibalo
Ako ginahigugma gyud nimo
Pero ang tanan lang diay kay damgo
Nga dili na giyud mahitabo.

Ako naga PAG DUHA-DUHA
Seryoso ba giyud ka sa akoa?
O imo lang ginabinuangan kining akong mga pagbati!
Kay kung naa ko, grabe gyud ang imong pag-asikaso
Pero siguro kung wala ko, moingon lang ka nga wala kay labot!

Hey! Kinsa man gyud ka?
Murag kanimo wala gyud ko nakaila!
Oo gwapo ka. sa walay pag duha-duha
Pero perti pamati sad kaayo ka!

Dong, ayaw gyud baya huna-hunaa na ginaganahan ko sa imong ginapakita
Kay ako nasayod gyud baya sa unsa ang akong mga ginabati nganha kanimo!
Sa una siguro, patay gyud kaayo kanimo
Kay abi man gud nakog ginahigugma taka nga todo-todo.
Pero karon, natingala ko nganong hinay-hinay nawala ang gugma kanimo.

Pero sa tinuod lang nalipay pod baya baka nga ikaw nauyab nako
Kay daghan gyud ang naibog ug naglagot nako
Ay sus! maglaway silang tanan
Kay ikaw Salin ko na lamang!
Wala ko’y labot kong nagabinuang ka lang
Kay ang tanan nga akong gibati atik-atik nalang!


copied from one of my blogs..

Nov 9, 2008

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Walking alone on a darl lonesome night,
ahead I saw a light =)
A guiding light
that has led you into my sight

A smile I can never forget
Moments of no REGRET
The way you look
The way you act
Gives real joy deep inside my HEART
Wish you were really mine
As I was yours =)
Holding each others hand..
Not wanting to let go
As we slowly dance
the rhythm of two hearts
that beat as ONE
And now the time has come
Like CINDERELLA
I do need to run
and must face the truth..
The truth that hurts =(
The fact that you're notand will never
BE MINE perhaps
Coz you belong to her
and I belong to someone
Oh how I wish He was you
Hope you feel the same way TOO.

Sep 3, 2008

Laag 2 ThE MaX=)

* Teusday.. what a happy day! We've had a famiyly outing @ RR Family Spring Resort- Dolugon, Valencia City. The place? soo nice.


* @ Musuan Peek.. hehe

* @ Pulangui River.. ahm, to be honest t'was my first time to really see a dam in personal. hahaha

* Limkhetkai-- have I spelled it correctly?? lol-- bigger than Gmall and NCCC Mall and SM? i think?
I've been to lots of places... I just forgot the name.. when and where ha-ha
"BE HIGH WITH GOD NOT WITH DRUGS"

from a signboard near Bukidnon State University

Jul 30, 2008

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Hayyy... kalingaw nalang jud... hinuon dili mi kumpleto pero ok lang lingaw man sad mig picture2 ehehehe... nag kaon2 and nag videoke.. da best jud ni si Tina bahh... sa uulitin!


Lee and ced's death anniv kay hapit na.. hmm kadali lang jud sa panahon oi... ms u both guys!

Jul 12, 2008

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OHHhh yeah!! atlast!! I'm back again.. yeah! as if anyone cares?! haha nywayz, am just happy you know... Got lots lots and lots of updating and so on to do.. grrr. I need more, more and more time to do so.. I'm busy super----TO THE HIGHEST LEVEL".

pero char lang..

ahm, but for now,?---I gotta go to sleep. Nyt!

Apr 21, 2008

SUMMER!

whaaa.... 5 hours break!! SALAMAT!!

ohh I miss this.. blogging.. checkn out some updates.. blog hopping!
hehe I've got lots of updating to do.. hahaha

Oh well.. SUMMER again.. kahit na super busy, I'm enjoying it naman infairness hehe..
Hahayz I miss my college friends.. Summer classes.. hmmp things aren't the same anymore.. para atang gusto ko mag aral muli. crazy!! non, I'm dying to finish schooling and get a job but now I dunno.

I've got plans.. yeah..sooo many... its just so confusing! grrr!!!!

DRAMA!
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OK, baka kung san pa umabot tong kadramahn ko...

Here's some special dates and occasions I've been with and somewhat organized?? hehe

APRIL 01 my dad's birthday. oh! no party has been done. He's not used to it and never will. besides, alang budget para sa party2! simple lang ---- Family gathering.. may konting program.. and surprises for him... We've enjoyed everyone's company naman.

APRIL 02-05 Oh well, I'm one of the representatives of our conference to the National Council of Churches in the Philippines' VCS (Vacatin Church School) Facilitator's training 2008 held @ Brokenshire College. T'was my first time so nag-ajust pa ako and as expected, its a bit difficult but everything went right.


APRIL 24-27 42nd NDDC Annual Assembly. I'm not a participant, but as requested, hmmm (in demand ang beauty) I was there as part/member of the documentation team... Working with Pastors and Reverends was nice and fun actually. In fairness, they weren't that serious and intimidating; (no dull moments) I've learned a lot from them (jokes, lessons etc.).

May 04 My late Grand Father's Death Anniversary.

May 05 Late Grand Pa's Birthday.

May 23-25 Zone 7 CYF's Summer Camp

May 25 reunion-PERALTA CLAN



Mar 31, 2008

Whoa! it's been one week I think... ala na ako time mag post or something.. hmmm super busy... i'll just update soon.. hehehe

Mar 23, 2008

Whoo... Holy week is over!! hmmm Lavet... got much time to rest and go to church. lol It felt great attenting SUNRISE SERVICE .(joint service of different churches).take note..3:30 AM! hehe nabag-ohan gud ko! kani laging wa na naanad... In fairness puno-puno pod baya ang venue and the message/sermon's nice.. I enjoyed it though it's not that properly organized. Well, twas first time..

"OUR LAST ENEMY IS DEATH!"

Mar 18, 2008

Oh Holly week

Ei.. HaVe a WoNdErFuL / BLeSsEd HOLY WEEK everyone!
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(Nakita lang nako ni one time naga blog hop ko! lol.. dunno kinsa tong blog.. I forgot!
Nywayz.. Nice Kaayo.. Ganahan ko.. kaya i repost naku.. hmm since wala koy lain mathnk..
hehehe VACATION!!!! whaw! ayo2 moh!!)
1 Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE)
2 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3 Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4 Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him
5 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest.
6 Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
7 Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
8 Guys get jealous easily.
9 Guys are more emotional than they'dlike people to think.
10 Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
11 Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
12 A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
13 Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.
14 Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
15 Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.
16 When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."
17 If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
18 If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.
19 When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
20 When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
21 Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.
22 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
23 Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
24 Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
25 Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.
26 If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.
27 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
28 When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible

Mar 16, 2008

Another Experience

Its Sunday. I already planned to go to church but I ended up sleeping the whole day here in my room. Geez! I'm sooo drunk last night good thing controlado ko parin lahat ng galaw ko... got home at 6:00 in the morning. Wow! very early right? haha


Look I'm not a heavy drinker. I drink occasionally and only with people I know and trust... friends... berks...cousins. How crazy!... I still managed hitting bottles of BEER when infact I don't even like it's taste and besides it stinks! lol

So, What I got from being drunk asides vomiting? headache, stomach ache, allergy. errr...

I've never been so drunk before (and not usedto it) coz I know my limit...I quit when I had enough but last night? ahm for a change?--..hahaha nakipagsabayan talaga ako sa mga guys hanggang maubos ang (9 bottles) beer, (1)vodka, (2) generoso at (1) . Yun ang pagkakamali ko. Di na ko uulit! lol--. I swear!

Oh well charge to experience. hahaha

Mar 15, 2008

CONGRATS!

ICST-BSIT grads of 2008...

Catherine Elinor Calitas, Andrew Ilagan,Mark Enriquez, Carlo Anoos, Evan Vinci Montenegro, Kane Lim


My ever dearest friends..
Im proud of you guys! keep up your good works! mwah!

Thanks

Wow! its been 9 days.. and I still recieve lots of birthday greetings up to now. Anyways Thankyou guys! I felt sooo important.. hahaha I'm flattered really.

Kim (March 06, 2008- 22:34:49): Advanz Hapi bday te Ma! :-) Wanggitz naka! Nadagdagan napod imong edad! :-p hehehe I wish you all the best! God Bless and Good luck sa imong carrer! hehe...

Ate Balot (March 06, 2008- 23:51:40): I have reached this age and never wealthy of material things but if I would cease to exist now, I'll forever be thankful that I was given a chance to be wealthy of your friendship! Happy Birthday!

Lorelyn: Happy Birthday to you(2X) Happy Birthday to you. Hehehe Happy Borthday Ma, njoy your happy day day... txt lang kung asa ang kaon :-D hehehe

Mitch: Ate Ma, Hapee Beeday! C: Luvsyah!

Sis B-anne: Happy Birthday sis... May you have more birthdays to come.. wish you good health and happiness always... God bless you more! take care!

Vani: Dai Happy Birthday! haha

June Mae: Madz! Happy Birthday! I Love you so much!. Guwang najud ka madz!Roses ko ha? mwah! Debut na jud nimo! I love you Pearl! I'd be here always... I miss you and love you!

Keita: Ate Ma!!! hehe la lang...("v") Happy Birthday! God Bless... Take care always! Mwahugs!...

Cris: Happy Birthday Pearl..hehe

Sir Jas: Hapi bday 2 u! Saan ang handaan? Pde ba ako mag gate crash?

Jonalyn: Hi Pearl, Happy bday gat.. ug naki grit pod cla ate joy ug tonet.. aha ta unya?

JV: Pearla! Happy Bday... wa jud ka nagply sa ym da... hehehe love you mare... amping always...

Kuya (March 07, 2008-19:03:19): Happy bday Kris.. I wish you all the best in your life... gud career, happy love life? hehehe God bless you always ding...

Mam Vonne and Avy(March 08, 2008-10:47:38): Pearl Belated Happy Birthday! from me and AVY cute hehehe.

Jonela (March 08,2008): V-lated..haffy b-day.

Tina (March 07, 2008-22:10:14): Happy Birthday Pearl! Hope you had a great day!

Ken (March 07, 2008): Happy Birthday! I wish you goodhealth, happiness and long life... mwah!

BestRed (March 14, 2008): Pearl xenxa.. Happy Birthday! xenxa..

friendster

Couz Jeffrey (03/3/2008 12:36 pm):hapy hapy hapy b-day..syo ang inoman syo ang pulutan..

Couz Maychelle (03/6/2008 10:08 pm): Happy Birthday!

Couz Rosegel (03/6/2008 11:26 pm): The secret of staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly and lie about your age. Happy Birthday!

Ton2 (03/7/2008 12:02 am):
hui perla!!!bday nimo?maygani naay shoutout kung wa pa di dyud intawon ko kagreet sa imo..hehehehe..HAppy Bday!!!

Mam Tonet and Bryan (03/7/2008 12:14 am): Happy Birthday may all your wishes come true!

June Mae (03/7/2008 12:40 am):
inday pearl!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HAPPY BIRTHDAYHAPPY BIRTHDAYHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!I Love you, madz!21 na jud ka!And hopefully you feel more blessed than ever!Today, is another step forward..Build dreams and aim for it..I know manghingatabangon kaayo ka and but-an ka na ate pero dai..tama na ang pangatabang sa imong manghud ha?its time to move forward...ok?i love you so much..im just here always... and forever...god bless madz!HAPPY BIRTHDAY again! mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah-june mae saga

Reynelson (03/7/2008 12:49 am): happy birthday pearl!!!!!!!!!

June Mae (03/7/2008 8:00 am):
mADAM! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthdayhappy birthdayhappy birthday to you!happy birthday, Ma. Kristina Pearl M. Casiano!:)) pang award-winning kaayo imong thank-you-speech!ahehehemwah mwa hmwah mwah mwah happy birthday again!

Tyronne (03/7/2008 11:12 am):hoi! perla!!!wenta berty toyo..di nako kanta ha?hehehehe..........wish u ol da boyz over da rainbow..pag amping...way syating???muah! muah! muahugzzzzzz.....^^

Andoi (03/7/2008 12:07 pm):hapi bday boss! godbless u and ur family always!stay hapi!!!!!!!!!

Krecxy (03/8/2008 12:49 am):belated hapi bday ma.....

Kane (03/8/2008 7:41 am):hapi bday pearl!!!!! belated atay nabsahan r nko s imng testi ana ka maghilom2 ra....maglibre unta ko haha tik lnguu naa na luoy s Ginoo hehehe...graphic designer lng gud hehe...auau pud..ng.takes mn ko mo kaw r mn wa ng.takes hahaha...pag.xur yots pag xur jud!!haahah

Couz MJ (03/10/2008 8:58 am): gaw, bday? nimu? hehe.. xori la taka na greet.., belated nalang..., ngat permi,, guwang na oh,,

Nessa (03/13/2008 2:27 pm): beLated happy birthday pearl! =)wala man koy gift.. ill sing for you nalang (with my goLden voice ;) hehe)here it goes..aherrrmmm......Ha-- aherrrmmmmHa--Happy Birthday to you, happy birthday to you...Happy Birthday dear pearLee...Happy Birthday to you!ayan!! hehe =pbelated happee boytdey agenmiss you!! hmmwaaaaahhhh


Philjair (03/13/2008 3:50 pm):
hoy ng b-day d ay ka hahahha naka abot pa jud ta noh huhuhuhuh ako nlng na bilin wala maau maau pamo nka recover namo ako wla pa jud huhuhu pero cge lng hapi man kaya mo hapi nlng pud k cge ingat sa a2 2bd lyf hahahha ablated nlng preal love yah!.............


LL:


and sa mga nag grit sa ako in person.. thanks pod jud! pwamis! Luvyah all! Mwah! update ko lang ni if ever naa pa mo-apas ug grit!

Mar 12, 2008

Back To Basic

Geez! sooo embarassing. I am an IT graduate but I hate programming so much! haha too lazy analyzing things.. hell yeah! I just don't like the subject way back coz it drains my brain plus the teachers! grrr they're like tigers who wants to eat you alive! Ba't nga ba ako nag IT? hehe But in fairness, I find it interesting, chellenging and fun now. I want to study and learn programming and make a system by myself . Hope it's never too late... coz I'm serious. Ahmm.. I still know and remeber some basics of programming languages.. its codes... C, C++, Visul Basic so on (definitely not good at it) haha. I have no plans of being a programmer... duh! that would be the last thing on my mind. I just want to be a little bit competitive..hehe and not look sooo dumb compared to IT gards like me.

All my life, I never tried something I assume I'm not capable of doing specially when not my line because I'm afraid that I might fail or something... One thing I've learned

"It doesn't make you a lesser person when you tried yet failed.
Don't worry about the failures, worry about the chances you missed when you don't even try".


So now, I'll go back to the basics of programming. haha
para naman pag may nagtanong sa akin kung ano natapos ko, maging proud naman akong sabihin na "IT". hahay talaga nga nman.... ang pagsisisi ay laging nasa huli!

Mar 10, 2008

Sandie


I was shocked the other night upon hearing the bad news that my cousin Sandie was already dead. He was claimed missing the day his body was found floating at the river side of Kapalong Davao del Norte last friday, March 06, 2008. My knees are trembling that night. He was just 14 years young. Nakakapanghinayang talaga...sobra.

My aunt (his mother) can hardly accept the fact that Sandie was gone already. She loves him so much. She said during my visit because of grief that if possible, she'll burn their house because Sandie's memory was everywhere (crying). I can't blame her for that. There was sadness, anger and dissapointment. She wants her son back at all cause! I pity her soooo much... and believe it or not I understand what she feels. I mean, a mom will do everything for her child/children. Ops! I've never been a mom but it doesn't need to be one to know and understand her feelings.

It hurts to loose someone so close to your heart. It was unexpected. .. really.. yeah! I know life is unpredictable... so unpredictable that we don't know what will happen to us sooner or later. Anything could just happen. We might be so happy, alive and kicking at some point but after that, what? who knows?

A lot of thoughts came up to my mind. I know everything has a purpose but life seems so unfair! There were people, alot of people definitely not innoscent and are doing immoral acts, unforgivable sins so son... why are they still alive? I don't have the power nor do guts to question God why such thing happens. I know He understands me.

Sandie has possibly come to his limit... the end of the line where he needs to go and leave... I just hope everything's going to be fine and that the wounds maybe cured in time... REST IN PEACE COUZ!


Mar 7, 2008

21st =)

As I reach 21 years old. today, I've realized how blessed I am for the past 20 years. I grew more matured in facing life's challenges and in decission making. I become more independent. And Through all this, your help, love and support inspired me most. I may not be totally wealthy of money/material things but having you all in my life made me richer than ever. I wanna say...
SALAMAT!! my life won't be this meaningful and happy if not because of you all! So, I'm sharing you my happiness...Have a great day ahead!


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Whaaaa... It's my bitrhday!!!! ohh my GoSh!! I'm already 21.. hehehe Well, of course I'm happy.. I've reached this age... yet sad knowing that I'm not getting younger aymore. Tumatanda na talaga ako... hahay
Hmmm.. Now, I'm pressured...soo much! grr I hate it when alot of people expects so much from me...as if I'm a real genius or something!!...coz it scares me. Yes I'm proud of it! ehh sino ba namang hindi.. its just that I am afraid... so afraid.. what if I might not able to handle things well or something??.. I don't want to fail them.. ang tiwala ng mga tao sa akin.. natatakot akong mawala at masira.. ahmm... mawala at masira ng tuluyan... yun! lol

---> to be like this and like that, do this do that! <---...

Now, I've had alot of responsibilities..I mean more.. to handle. I'm responsible.. lol... at times maybe thats why I'm trusted..hahaha Thank God.. there are still people who trusts a nobody like me. Sana nga lang natuto na ako sa mga nagdaang panahon at di ko na maulit pa ang mga pagkakamaling nagawa..sana para maging maayos ang takbo ng aking...buhay??...

Well, I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me... For with Him, nothing is impossible! aja!

Mar 6, 2008

Pointless!?

I'm not regularly posting or updating my blog due to my super busy scheds. I just drop by whenever I have time, have something to post else when I'm on my desk doing nothing.

I do have friends earning dollars because of blogging and wants me to join them. Oh I'd love to but sooo Funny! Im not good in writing and my english-grammar is bad too. Well, maybe someday.

Most of the time whenever I want or have something to put up here Im quite hesitant. lol.
----->natatakot akong malaman nila na "BOBO" ako. lol<-----
I can't express my feelings something that much!! poor me!
----->haha .. di nman ako nag-iisa..daghan btaw mi!! <-----


truth is, I LACK SELF CONFIDENCE. I fear rejection, negative evaluations and so on. But then, I always remind my self that this is my space. No man pleases everyone. There will always be "himantayons" (someone who is always on the look out for what we or others say and do).




the point is??..er. i dunno.. di ko alam..ano ba pinag sasasabi ko..naaba nah!?! :D